KYRIANNA MELROSE PARKER

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kyrianna melrose parker!
im not in love, this is not my heart



THE DAY WE MET WAS LIKE A HIT AND RUN
and i still taste it on my tongue

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nickname(s): ky, kyr,
age: twenty
sexuality: straightt
band: camera shy
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I USED TO BE LOVE DRUNK
but now i'm hungover

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I had a sort of hard life, yes I had the perfect childhood where my parents loved me and everyone thought that I as the center of the earth and that I was the perfect little child. I pretty much had everything going for me, even money wise, I wasn’t rich by any means, but we surely weren’t poor, so mostly I got everything I basically wanted. That was up until my parent’s anniversary. They had decided to go out for a weekend trip and leave me at the house for the three days that they were to be gone, now this wasn’t unusual, I had proved to them time after time that I could stand to be alone and was responsible enough to actually do what they asked, I was about fifteen at the time and just beginning to discover myself, who I was and what I liked to do and what my favorite music was. I hadn’t really found my forte yet honestly. And I knew it would take some time, and I was ready to do that to see what kind of life I would lead in the near future.

That weekend my parents never came back, never told me they loved me or kissed or hugged me again. I was all by myself now. No one to take care of me and no one to be there for me when I grew up, when I found myself and finally found love. This took a serious toll on my life and twisted it upside down, I became very reserved and really didn’t trust anybody. All except my grandmother who took care of me now. I loved her yes, but she was more strict than the rest of them and I honestly grew to hate her. Eventually though I got old enough to drive and go out after school to see some friends. I began going to weekend parties more and more and discovered the opposite sex. They were amazing boys were, yes I always heard my dad talking about how I better watch out for them and that they only wanted one thing truthfully, but I hadn’t really got a chance to go out and see what they were talking about until after they had died, I loved being in there presence letting them talk to me the way they did, sweet talk was what it was and deep down I knew I shouldn’t believe it but I mean I was only human and I couldn’t help how I felt.

It was only that year at fifteen when I got my first taste of ‘love’ it was a random party I was invited to and for the first time since I began partying they were serving alcohol, something I had never tasted or had the after effects of. But of course I complied and took some, the taste was bittersweet, and I wasn’t really sure if I liked it or not but I didn’t complain and before I knew it I was completely incoherent of my surroundings. And I was taking drinks from complete strangers, luckily I was smarter than that and decided not to drink the ones that strangers gave me, a few girls got raped that night, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t one of the ones who didn’t get any. I ended up with a guy twice my size in height and a little bit more than three years older than me at the end of the night, and needless to say I was as some people call it ‘deflowered’ before him, never to retrieve my virginity again. I immediately hated what I had done, I had rebelled against everything I had ever been taught but it didn't mean I would never do it again..

I have had only one sexual confrontation and that was that night, no I'm not going to save myself for that perfect guy, that was already down the drain, but I am still waiting for someone worth sleeping with for it, I doesn't want to just.. go out and have sex with any male that walks.. that just isn't my style and I don't want to be viewed that way either, I am independent and strong and am not going to let my guard down for just anyone, he would have to show me first, but then again, I am not really against being tired of waiting and having fun for a night, it all depends on my mood really. I am definitely my own person.

I am not a real party girl but im not afraid to have a few drinks in me either, I am rather gullible so my bad influneces could surely take advantage of me, but then again, so could my good influences, as stated before it all depends on my mood and it also depends on who i am with, my life reflects around my friends really, whatever they are into, I will be too more than likely, I am rather fragile in that department, but oh well, I guess will learn sooner or later

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YOU DROVE ME CRAZY EVERY TIME WE TOUCHED
now i'm so broken that i can't get up

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other family: nahh.
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PEACEABLE
I have never been one to start up a fight right then and there, I don't do things in public and I don't like to make a scene, unless I am drunk or something and can't really help it. I don't like confronting people where other people can be nosy or overhear and I don't like being confronted in front of people, but it's not like I gets confronted often, I am a very friendly person and hardly have to be confronted with anyone, I don't like fights and I try my best to stay out of drama, it's not my scene and I hates to be so exposed for the world to see my emotions so clearly, I am definitely not the center of attention.

FRIENDLY
I have always been friendly, to total strangers or people I know, I loves being nice and helping people out, I also love to be friendly and gain new friends and trust that I haven't had before. it makes me happy that I have so many friends and people that enjoy my company as much as I do theirs. I love having so many friends, it gives me something to do with my free time, and trust me I am a socialite, I love to interact with anyone and anywhere, literally. with my close friends though I act like myself, which is like a total loving and caring four year old who actually has some common sense, SOME not all, I am crazy at times but I try not to get myself into too much trouble but of course that never really seems to work.

DREAMER
i am definitely a dreamer and I honestly think everyone in this world is good, and obviously thats a lie, I hope to one day have a husband who loves me and is faithful and everything that a teenage girl should want.. except.. of course.. guys at seventeen and eighteen.. aren't good... they only want one thing.. and of course I am willing.. it's just that I want that one someone.. to love me for who i am and not who they want me to be for that night.. I should be disgusted for myself.. but I tell myslef that that was the way boys showed love... but whatever.. I guess I can dream on, one day I will realize though.

I just want to have a good time here on tour, I am ready for whatever the tour brings, whether it be love, or a fling, or fame, I am ready. although I am hoping to find a suitor here and there, I guess I just have to look in the right places, just because I am so innocent now doesn't mean I will stay that way, when i say I am ready for anything, it truly means. ANYTHING. I am too young to know the difference between good and bad, which goes along with trusting people too easily, I give them my heart on a silver platter and expect them to treat it nicely, well when I don't know people I guess that it's best not to trust them so instantly, will I be broken by the time the tour ends or will I know what's best for me

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I'M CHECKING INTO REHAB
cause everything that we had didn't mean a thing to you

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