ASHER, dakota

[DAKOTA HEART ASHER]

dakota heart asher !
save for a few long nights, and a slow dance with a bad idea.
i've never been more buried in trouble, than the day that i met you.



THE DAY WE MET WAS LIKE A HIT AND RUN
and i still taste it on my tongue

[/b][/color] dakota heart asher
nickname(s): kot, koti.
age: twenty four
sexuality: heterosexual
band: this is not a weapon
position: manager
face claim: charity laurus[/font][/size][/ul]

I USED TO BE LOVE DRUNK
but now i'm hungover

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rage is one of the few thing dakota heart can honestly say she knows better than anyone else. it's often unfiltered and she goes off without warning. she's like an atom bomb. her hate is infectious, consuming all. at least, when she was doing coke it was unfiltered. she had no control, honestly? regardless of what you did. she wanted you dead. she wanted to break your bones, destroy you. she was enamored with destruction. it became the only thing she could focus on while destroying any relationship she could. there was beauty in destruction, and there was glory in self destruction. it was hard to believe someone would wreck themselves so well, she was a masochist. something about the pain. some part of her loved agony, especially when it was around her. to be honest though, the reason the girl needed things like cocaine, weed, and alcohol so much.. it was an escape. a way to lose herself, she wanted to leave her body. her life. just run. for miles and miles, change her name, her history and leave her old life behind. leave what happened to her behind, but because she couldn't do that.. it sent her into a downward spiral. memories began to pop up even when she was wrecked. her mind wouldn't let her escape her father and the terrible acts he committed. what he had done to her.

rage is one of the few feelings koti feels nowadays. ever since she got off cocaine, she had felt other things too, but rage? rage was addicting. that was when she joined death by stares. it was a way for miss royce to let go of her rage, and eventually it did fade to a degree. over time she became the person she is today. personality wise you will never find someone more cut throat and dedicated to her friends and band mates than dakota. she will do anything they ask, but she isn't a doormat so only ask her when your really in a jam. as much as i want to say koti is this sweet person that will give you thoughtful advice and a shoulder to cry on.. that hasn't, nor will ever be who dakota will ever be and asking for that is like asking white supremacists not to be so racist. if you are coming to this girl for advice, please be planned to get real advice. none of this pity party bullshit, that's not her style. you want harsh reality, you'll get that from her. if you whine about being stuck between to guys and you 'can't make a decision', guess what? you're gonna get punched in the face. complain about being pregnant, but you sleep around? be prepared to get kicked in the stomach, and told to "keep your fucking legs closed then". that is just how dakota is.

she's crass, she's rude, and she's crude. more importantly? she doesn't give a fuck about you, your mother, or your grandmother with the broken hip. one thing that hasn't, nor will ever be changed about dakota is her impulsiveness. especially when it comes to enemies. she will throw the first punch, she will rip out your jaw, and she will laugh about it. due to circumstances that happened at as a child she learned quickly this world is filled with evil people. now you may consider her evil for saying you are a self centered cunt, but she calls them as she sees them. if you are a good person who stands up for themselves you have nothing to worry about. if you are a goody two-shoes. oh dear god honey watch the fuck out. she is scary. if you cross her... please, just avoid her. if you don't you may not make it out alive.

love is the most confusing topic for dakota heart royce. while she does believe in it-- kinda, she's also been handed the really shitty end of the stick for a while so she's kinda "eh" about it. there was a point where she hated it with a fiery passion. then she had met this kid named domenic, and he and her really dug each other.. he told her he loved her, she ran. she told him she loved him, he ran and fucked her best friend. so yeah.. she's kinda not really comfortable with intimacy at the moment. is she open to love? much more than she was a while ago? does she want it? probably not so much. [/font][/size][/ul]

YOU DROVE ME CRAZY EVERY TIME WE TOUCHED
now i'm so broken that i can't get up

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christina leigh royce , seventeen
nadia elise royce , fifteen
other family:
adrian matthew royce
christine dakota asher
history:
when dakota was born, christine absolutely adored her daughter. giving her the name dakota heart. even at the beginning, she could tell her daughter was going to go places and do amazing things. everything was fine.. until she was twelve, it amazing how one night can take away everything you thought you knew. how everything innocent about a child can fade in a single night. dakota had woken up from a sound sleep when she heard yelling. now that she was awake, she was going to go to the bathroom. her parents room was open a crack, so like any curious child she looked in to see what her parents were doing. that was when she screamed, and caught her father's attention. what caused her to scream? her father standing over her mother with a large knife, her body laid limp on the floor while he stood above it. blood cascaded on the floor, and he just had the scariest grin dakota had ever seen in her life. when she tried to run he grabbed her by the hair and pulled her into the bathroom.

what happened in there was where her innocence died. it doesn't need explanation, she was degraded in every form. there's your explanation of what happened. that wasn't enough though. he locked her in that bathroom, took her sisters and left... dakota was left in that bathroom for a solid week, before anyone bothered finding her. it was the eighteen year old that lived next door, matteo lawrence. he was used to seeing the young girl riding her bike around the block. now she was gone. when he opened the door, he gasped in horror as he saw dakota's naked body on the floor her hands were raw and covered in blood. there were scratch marks on the door.

she was taken to a hospital, and from there an orphanage. when she was fifteen years old she ran away to los angeles and joined a band as their vocalist. got wrapped up in drugs, and gangs, and when she was seventeen and on tour, her band dropped her in new york city. which is where she ended up becoming a drug dealer and ran into her father. whom the girl tried to kill. he then said she was mentally impaired from drug use, and got her to a rehab center. where she met domenic. who was a recovering drug addict as well. they became friends, he fell in love with her. she fell in love with him and was scared, and he slept with her best friend.

when she got out of rehab, her father called her.. told her the most disgusting, vulgar things that he did to her sisters-- just like he had done to her those years ago. then he told her to meet her at a certain motel for some 'late night fun'. well she met him, and she had friends. the new york city police department. as she continued to stay sober she joined a band, and went on one of the craziest tours of her life, legit. she never had so much drama happen before. ever. when she turned twenty three she decided to chill out with the drama and left the band, before going to school for business and management.

she is still taking the courses online, but now she somehow is mannaging this is not a weapon. if you were to ask koti how she got here? she'd just laugh and be like "uh... i really don't know." while yes, the tattooed woman has been sober, this has been one crazy, blurry as fuck year.. koti has a feeling it's only gonna get crazier.[/font][/size][/ul]

I'M CHECKING INTO REHAB
cause everything that we had didn't mean a thing to you

[/b][/color] cassie rae
role-playing experience: you know
age: fjsdklajgklsd
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